It’s funny isn’t it how some guys (and some girls) think calling a girl fat is the worst insult they can find? Like it’s actually worse to be fat than to be a narcissist, a cheat, a fuckboy, a cruel person, selfish, or even a criminal? What kind of society sees being fat as worse than being a horrible person? How does this even make sense? But even as I tell myself “fat” was the worst they could come up with because they don’t have the intellect to think of worse things to call me the words still hurt. I’m on a hardcore diet. I’ve got a bit to lose as unfortunately I put a bit on whilst in hospital and after. I’ve lost 5 kilos now and I’m hoping by summer to be nice and skinny.