I know I should walk- no RUN- away from him but I can’t. He wants me to visit him at work in a…

I know I should walk- no RUN- away from him but I can’t. He wants me to visit him at work in a few weeks when I’m in the city. I should say no. But I can’t say no to him. I sit here and watch all these happily ever after love stories on tv and wish I could find that. But then I laugh and remind myself that nobody wants me other than him. He’s not mentioned her in months, so I wonder if there are issues. I can’t imagine him walking away from her though. I shall try and say no to the next catch up. Try.